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(Sunday, July 29, 2007-)
+10:22 AM]*
# Unseen-
Running through the mass of people
Totally stressed out
I suddenly see her face in the crowd
I stop
Gazing at her
Time seems to stand still
All problems forgotten
As if they never existed
I don't see anyone else
It's as if the room is empty
Except for her
She doesn't see me
Even though I'm right in front of her
With a sigh
I close my eyes
Look in the other direction
And continue on my way
Thinking that
Nothing good would come out of it
Better not to
Rather than mess up
And ruin any scraps
Of a friendship still intact
Is It Worth The Risk? Y
the story ends like this;
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+8:19 AM]*
# MAD Essay-
I GOT AN A!!! I GOT AN A!!!
My english is like
bad...
Got so many red marks on my paper
But heck
A! A! A! A! A! A! A! A! A! A!
Supposed to submit for some pilot pen competition
Topic was Making A Difference
Thus I call it M.A.D. Essay
It is Exactly 1000 word
Not inclusive of the title
Just in the limit
My friend got pissed at me
Cause his name is Andrew?
I think he said he's going to
'Kill' me if my essay gets published
HaHaHaHa
My Essay not good enough to be published anyway
Anyway I want to put it here
Here's the original
So happy with my A =p
Not A Win, Yet A Win
“Well then you better stop telling me because I’m not listening anymore”, Andrew managed to get this out before he stormed off with a stalk of some plant in his mouth. It was 22nd May of this year, St Josephs Institutions was holding it’s annual Inter-Class Touch Rugby and Soccer tournament for secondary one students. There had been a lot of fussing over who would play soccer and who would play rugby. I was with the group playing rugby. Before any of this had started, one of my teachers had already told my class we would see two types of teams out there on the field, those who worked together and those who did not work together at all. My expectations were not high, since none of us had the slightest clue how to play rugby, but I had never expected anyone to lose their temper because we lost a game.
So far we had tied our first game and lost our second game. Obviously we were not one of the teams which worked well together. And if you’re wondering, Andrew is a small sized boy with a big sized temper. After losing our second match, all of us were taking a break to get a drink and try to rest up for the third match. After this break is where Andrew lost his temper. All of us were concentrating on practicing to catch and pass the rugby ball better, what we thought was the problem with our game. I went to find Andrew so all of us could practice together. And this is where it all begins……
I called out to Andrew, “Andrew, let’s go practice for the next match.” “It’s no use! That’s not the problem!” Andrew replied. With that I softened my tone, “Okay… But Andrew, we’re all doing this for fun, not to win.” It did not affect him, “Do you know what our problem is? We’re all bunching at one side, that’s why the other team keeps getting touchdowns so easily! Because we have a huge gap at the other side of the field! ” I had forgotten why I had gone to him in the first place. “Well Andrew, I’m just going to keep telling you the same thing, we’re all doing this for fun, not to win.” Finally, Andrew got fed up, “Well then you better stop telling me because I’m not listening anymore.” And that’s show it happened, how this line came out. Andrew and I did not take this conversation to heart, it was forgotten almost as soon as he walked away.
By the time Andrew had walked off, the next game was about to start. Our next match was against class 101. This match was long, very long, probably the longest match that day. The ball was going back and forth. Once one team had made progress, the ball went to the other team. This cycle repeated itself over and over again, with people coming in and going out in between. I’m not sure if the other side had a plan but my class’ plan consisted of one word, cheong (meaning to rush), basically if someone got the hold of the ball, they would just run forward regardless of how many people are blocking. Someone I saw try very hard was Andrew, when he ran forward, he got knocked down close to every time. Everyone wanted us to wrap up the game, the referee, the announcer, 101, the other classes and last but not least ourselves. We were tired and the score was still nil all.
As the game stretched on, I started to stop paying attention to the things around me, all my attention was focused on the other team, where they positioned themselves, where the gaps were, where there was an opening, where there was an opportunity. Now and then I heard something but only little parts. When 101 got the ball and was running to our side to score, I could hear the announcer cheering 101 on.
Finally, the ball is on our side but the other team had the advantage, they were closer to our end of the field. We were about three quarters of the field away from getting a touchdown. There were four people on our side and four or five on their side. So we started to play, Leonard tapped the ball to start the game and passed it to Andrew, who passed it to Sulaiman who then passed it to me. And I ran, there was no one in my way, the other team was concentrating on the other side, where the ball had started. As I ran, I instinctively tucked the ball under my arm, I was no longer thinking clearly, I only had my eyes set on the goal. As I approached the end of the field, with the other team on my heels, I felt a tap. All hopes destroyed by one little tap. After the tap I tried to stop, I slid towards the piece of string strung through pieces of wood stuck into the ground, unable to stop, sliding on the drain and…… using the ball in my hands to break my fall.
After that they said we had won, our team had won with a love all. 101 shouted at the announcer saying that they tapped me first, I shouted at the announcer saying they tapped me first, we still won. I do not remember much after getting the ball, my friends say I covered three quarters of the field, and since I have no idea the distance I covered I have to take their word for it.
After this, our class was overjoyed, but the one I went to first was Andrew. His mood had increased a lot since before the game. He was close to jumping for joy. Everyone’s mood was so much better, we won our next match two-nil. We came 9th out of twelve classes, but we were much more than content.
Do You Think This Happened? Y
the story ends like this;
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(Thursday, July 26, 2007-)
+9:59 PM]*
# Story Of A Blue Heart Part 2-
I picked it up
And looked around
Slipping it into my pocket
The bus came soon
I stepped on
Without looking back...
[Part 2 ends here...]
What Do I Do Now? After There's No Turning BackY
the story ends like this;
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(Monday, July 23, 2007-)
+9:31 PM]*
# Light and Salt of the Earth says:-
Light and Salt of the Earth says:
hey kevin
Light and Salt of the Earth says:
im doing my blog
Light and Salt of the Earth says:
it sucks
Wishing In Vain says:
haha
Light and Salt of the Earth says:
my blog skin is WAY NOOB
Wishing In Vain says:
you don;t have to do it yet you know
Light and Salt of the Earth says:
erm
Light and Salt of the Earth says:
urm
Light and Salt of the Earth says:
i want to do it
Wishing In Vain says:
okay....
Light and Salt of the Earth says:
i feel blogging maybe better than jsut gaming
Light and Salt of the Earth says:
just*
Light and Salt of the Earth says:
argg
Wishing In Vain says:
haha
Light and Salt of the Earth says:
i need hel[
Light and Salt of the Earth says:
help*
Wishing In Vain says:
wait you get addicted to blogging in the future
Light and Salt of the Earth says:
i cant get it right
Wishing In Vain says:
anyway you don't have to make your own blogskin
Light and Salt of the Earth says:
OMG
Light and Salt of the Earth says:
really?
Light and Salt of the Earth says:
but i cant find a good one
Light and Salt of the Earth says:
can u recommend?
Wishing In Vain says:
you can;t find a good one
Wishing In Vain says:
i dunno
Wishing In Vain says:
look for one you like lor
Light and Salt of the Earth says:
more to the loner kinda thing
Wishing In Vain says:
ASK JUSTIN!!!
Light and Salt of the Earth says:
but not emo
Light and Salt of the Earth says:
i noe
Light and Salt of the Earth says:
but not that emo
Wishing In Vain says:
k
Light and Salt of the Earth says:
i came up with 'the loner's friend for the title'...
Light and Salt of the Earth says:
its stupid i know
Light and Salt of the Earth says:
but arggg
Wishing In Vain says:
haha
Wishing In Vain says:
nvm lah
Light and Salt of the Earth says:
dude whats ur blog
Light and Salt of the Earth says:
i wanna see
Light and Salt of the Earth says:
for fun
Wishing In Vain says:
http://kev-kevin.blogspot.com
Wishing In Vain says:
just look around lah
Light and Salt of the Earth says:
wow cool
Wishing In Vain says:
on blogskins.com
Light and Salt of the Earth says:
can i have something like that but kinda diff
Light and Salt of the Earth says:
erm
Wishing In Vain says:
okay...
Light and Salt of the Earth says:
dude do u have a gf?
Wishing In Vain says:
nope
Light and Salt of the Earth says:
u sound like u do
Wishing In Vain says:
haha
Light and Salt of the Earth says:
or are u just despo
Light and Salt of the Earth says:
...
Light and Salt of the Earth says:
HAHA
Wishing In Vain says:
what?!
Light and Salt of the Earth says:
desperate dude but im just joking
Oh WTH WTH WTH
What in the world gave him that idea
That I have a gf?!?!
But I don't
Honestly... No
I don't have one
Really....
Really
AND I AM NOT DESPO!!!
Longing For Her In Secret Y
the story ends like this;
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+12:06 AM]*
# Aquarius Reading For Today-
Showing vulnerability is a tricky thing -- on the one hand, it is the fastest, most powerful way to make a connection with someone. But on the other hand, it may also make you feel more emotionally exposed than you are comfortable with right now. When in doubt, you should opt for protecting yourself -- at least until you feel more comfortable in this situation. Things can change quickly, especially where the human heart is concerned.
Got this from Friendster
Hopefully I'm not violating any copyright laws
Do I Want Her To Know It's Her Y
the story ends like this;
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(Sunday, July 22, 2007-)
+11:51 PM]*
# There She Is-
As I run around
I suddenly spot her
And my stomach churns
I look at her once more
And continue on my way
Wanting to turn back
And say something
Anything
Anything at all
But my mind is blank
Empty
And fear pushes me back
Reluctantly on my original path
What Do You Say...
When You Can Only Remember...
Those 3 Words...
Which She Can Never Hear Y
the story ends like this;
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+10:21 AM]*
# Renaissance-
For me Renaissance gave me
Mixed feeling
Different feeling for the first half and second half
But before all of this I was already very stressed
Looking for my classmates to take attendance
I running around in circles looking for all of them
On the Way running into friends from my CCA
From other classes
And even from other schools
Seeing some of them even helped me get rid of some stress
After about half an hour
Most of the people who had come to watch Renaissance
Were already inside
I was telling my classmates
"Go in first"
And finally the last person came
What a relief
But one person forgot to bring his ticket
So I was still pretty stressed
I ended up messaging my form tutor and getting no reply
After all of us got into the hall
We took our seats
I told me classmates they could switch their seats
Among themselves
My seat was absolutely...
Horrid
I could barely see the screen
I could only see half the band
And that was when I was leaning over the edge
Well I guess that was for the better
The first half was agonizing for me
Not that the performance was bad
On the contrary it was great
Actually felt quite happy I couldn't see much of the band
Watching it was heartbreaking
I could almost feel my imaginary heart cracking
I felt as if I was in the wrong place
That I should have been backstage or on stage
Guess part of an old performer's spirit is still in me
A choir member
And a novice actor
And it wants to satisfy it's craving
To be on stage
But was it to fulfill a need to entertain the audience with
Songs sung
Dramatizations
Or did I just want to be in the spotlight
Not used to be in the audience
Usually being the performer
It just killed me
As they continued my sorrow turned into anger
There were a few boys on a lower than me
All fooling around
The was one even bouncing up and down in his seat
When I asked him to stop
He said he was just enjoying the music
Looking into the huge group of boys at the back of the hall
I saw handphone lights
A Kallang Wave
Sorry, not just one
They say boys will be boys
But I wish they were more mature
The Emcees were really entertaining
They really made the audience laugh
When they told us of the order of performances
I was delighted to hear there was going to be a choir performing
Other than all of that
At the start they had the Josephian March
Which they were changing to the Generation March
Due to it taking like three generations to perfect it
I think the Generation March sounded a lot cleaner
But I don't really like the title
Generation instead of Josephian
When the first half ended
I just walked straight out of there
I wanted to find my friends and talk to them
Instead of just walking around
Which I still ended up doing while looking for my form tutor
So after the twenty minute break
Everyone was back in their seats
They continued on
With one Emcee missing
But as they say in show business
The show must go on
But I don;t want to elaborate much on the music
I actually couldn't really be bothered
But I enjoyed this part much more than the first part
I think my mood was lighter now
So I could enjoy the performance better
When St Ant's Choir performed
It was kind of a let down
Through most of the performances I've been to and performed
With my Primary school's Choir
There was at least one song which was
More upbeat and fun
So listening to this choir was quite a let down
Even though they were great
My favourite piece throughout the entire Renaissance
Was by the Alumni Band
The theme for Pirates of the Caribbean
Brought back memories
First thing that came to my mind after I realised what it was
Was a SMS my friend had sent me
We had somehow watched Pirates of the Caribbean 3 on the same day
And one of the things she said about the movie was
I love Jack Sparrow! So hot so hot.
That was like the first thing that came to my mind
As the song progressed
I imagined Will and Elizabeth dancing on the stage
In front of the band
And they were like just there in one pose
Will holding up Elizabeth's hand
His hand stretched behind him
With Elizabeth doing the same
Don't you wish you could be there
In their place
On the empty stage
Dancing
Without a care in the world
No one around
But even if there was
You wouldn't care
No one's there to you
On one but her
But overall
Through the heartache
The music
The stress
I would have hated to have had missed it...
Was All The Hearbreak Over Not Being Able To Perform? Y
the story ends like this;
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(Sunday, July 15, 2007-)
+11:05 PM]*
# Astrology & Flipping Pages-
Should be sleeping now
Just now I was looking at Star Signs
At first I just typed in "Star Signs" into the search bar
Then there was this ________compatibility with ______Search
So first thing I chose was Aquarius and Aquarius
Didn't even have the chance to look
Cause my attention was stolen by something else
Compatibility For Aquarius And Aries
I just clicked on it
Without a second thought
Laughing
I looked through some of the stuff there
I also dunno why
Bored I guess
Apparently the compatibility for Aquarius and Aries is
9 (Best is 10)
HaHa
So after looking up somemore
The best match for Aries is Leo
And the best match for Aquarius is Libra
Weird thing is
Well not really weird but anyway
Libra is supposedly the opposite of Aries
And Leo is the supposedly the opposite of Aquarius
Just wanted to put that in =P
And I just noticed that Libra and Leo
L & L
Aries and Aquarius
A & A
On Wiki also saw that
Physically,
Individuals born under the sign of Libra supposedly tend to have
A graceful figure
Charming appearance
A roundish head
Small and refined features
A high forehead
A thin nose
A 'trademark' dimple
A fair complexion
And thick eyebrows.
I'm not sure about this
But one of the girls at Bena's Bdae Party is a Libran
You people reading this can try to guess who
Based on this
As for Aquarians
Physically
Individuals born under the sign of Aquarius supposedly tend to have
Fairly nice, finely chiseled features
And a slender figure
The males are often said to tend to be
Handsome but somewhat soft in features
I'm not sure about this but
One of my sis's friends has said that I was slender
Even though I don't think so
There was noting for Aries though
And I didn't look at Leo
And now flipping pages
So during chinese class a few days ago
I was bored so
I was flipping through this 250 cheng yu book
And long ago
I think my cathegist had told me that some people
When they need advice
They just flip open their Bible and read whatever page they open to
So I was just flipping through the pages
And I just stopped
To see a cheng yu on volunteering one's services
Which is really coincidental
Since I've wanted to volunteer my help for something
After this I just started flipping again
And now it landed on a page which said
The one and only way
and on the opposite page
To love and accept someone completely
The One And Only Way is To Love And Accept Someone Completely...
Is this a sign...?
Who Cares? I Care Y
the story ends like this;
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(Saturday, July 14, 2007-)
+12:52 AM]*
# Story Of A Blue Heart Part 1-
I found a blue heart at the bus stop
I found it discarded on the floor
As if it had been thrown away
I wasn't looking for it or anything
I just noticed it
I could have been there for a long time
And I just noticed it existed...
[Part 1 end here... ]
How Come I Never Noticed You? But Now, You're The Only One I See? Y
the story ends like this;
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+12:35 AM]*
# Song-
Ever felt this way before?
You listening to songs
When suddenly this one song comes out
And your heart just melts
Is it because of all the memories
That suddenly come to mind
Or maybe it's because
This one song
Reminds you of that person
Who makes you see no one else
Makes heart flutter
And melt the same way it just did....
Did You Ever Feel The Same Way Too? Y
the story ends like this;
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(Wednesday, July 04, 2007-)
+11:34 PM]*
# A Vibe?-
2 days ago
Jing Fei finally came online after dunno how long
This is the ENTIRE convo I had
With just him
Alone
Except for a hi jf
\{[JINGLES]}/ (<>) says:
hey sup
Kevin says:
what's you're height now?
\{[JINGLES]}/ (<>) says:
hee hee...
\{[JINGLES]}/ (<>) says:
grow taller rdu//
\{[JINGLES]}/ (<>) says:
rdy..*
\{[JINGLES]}/ (<>) says:
I'M NOW OFFICIALLY 17
\{[JINGLES]}/ (<>) says:
170*
Kevin says:
I'm still taller =p
\{[JINGLES]}/ (<>) says:
oh man -.-
\{[JINGLES]}/ (<>) says:
shoot..
\{[JINGLES]}/ (<>) says:
how much?
\{[JINGLES]}/ (<>) says:
btw ur dp's pretty cool
Kevin says:
thanks
Kevin says:
and I'm taller than you by 3CM!!!!
Kevin says:
HA
\{[JINGLES]}/ (<>) says:
chey...
\{[JINGLES]}/ (<>) says:
last time u were taller..
\{[JINGLES]}/ (<>) says:
haha
\{[JINGLES]}/ (<>) says:
i catching up
Kevin says:
when did they measure your height last?
\{[JINGLES]}/ (<>) says:
just last week
Kevin says:
mine around there also lah
Kevin says:
you got blog or not?
\{[JINGLES]}/ (<>) says:
nah
\{[JINGLES]}/ (<>) says:
too busy
\{[JINGLES]}/ (<>) says:
u?
Kevin says:
barely alive one yes
\{[JINGLES]}/ (<>) says:
cool
\{[JINGLES]}/ (<>) says:
show me?
Kevin says:
val linked mine lah
Kevin says:
you do know val blog right?
\{[JINGLES]}/ (<>) says:
tried to go in but had the wrong address
\{[JINGLES]}/ (<>) says:
i think
\{[JINGLES]}/ (<>) says:
cool
Kevin says:
well
\{[JINGLES]}/ (<>) says:
the both of u are still so tight
Kevin says:
i said she linked
\{[JINGLES]}/ (<>) says:
;)
Kevin says:
didn't say correct
Kevin says:
and what gives you that idea?
\{[JINGLES]}/ (<>) says:
dont know..
Kevin says:
=_=
\{[JINGLES]}/ (<>) says:
i got that vibe u know
He got that vibe?
JF
I have no idea what the vibe is
Even if you do manage to figure out how to get here
In fact I don't even know if you got here
What the heck even gave you that vibe?
Good Vibe, Bad Vibe Y
the story ends like this;
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(Monday, July 02, 2007-)
+11:58 PM]*
# Youth Day and Transformers-
Youth Day was fun
Rushed and very stressful but still fun
I woke up at like 7:30+
I dunno why I woke up so early for no reason
First thing I went to do was wash up and get dressed
I was wearing my outfit made out of clothes from Malaysia
My brown hoodie shirt
Blue jeans which look like a pair in another pair
And my tattered black and white shoes
Had to try to finish my hw
I cheong early in the morning
Try to complete most of my hw
In the end
I forgot I hadn’t told my friends that I wanted to join them for the movie
TRANSFORMERS!!!
Called them up and
They changed the location and the movie time
The time the movie was starting now was 1125
And I had called them at 1050
Somehow managed to get there on time
Barely
Movie was GREAT!!!
I keep remembering the one scene
The funny one
The effects are incredible
Won’t spoil the movie for you people
After the movie we stoned at the level above the cinema
Open the transformers game cards
Stoned somemore
And started discussing where to have lunch
Ended up eating Burger King
I ate some double rendang thing
Should have ordered the double bacon burger thingy instead
Didn’t order cause Shivraj was already ordering
We all went outside to eat
Zong Yang, Sherman, Karthik, Jeremy and I can’t remember who else
All of were like sitting or standing just outside
Shivraj and Sherman already sitting down
And just as I’m about to sit down
Pull my hoodie over my head
And look all emo
Some people left their table and we went over to occupy it
So we ended up watching the kids playing with the water
The one that was closest to Burger King
After that we accompanied Zong Yang to go find a pencil box for his friend
We stayed until 330 then gave up
But we managed to get Archie Comics at 4 for $10
Later cheong back
Had tuition
Finished RME Project
And when I came home
I was looking at Val’s Blog
And I saw
Transformers was a good movie.
Which made me go WTH WTH WTH for the next…
Ten to twenty minutes
This is the second time I’ve watched the same movie as Val
On the same day
First was Pirates Of The Caribbean
Now Transformers
Damn Coincidental
Wonder if……
Coincidence Or Something More...? Y
the story ends like this;
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(Sunday, July 01, 2007-)
+1:17 AM]*
# Guilt-
Guilt
The most powerful magic
According to Fairly Odd Parents
Guilt over the past...
The present...
The future...
Guilt over things done...
Things not done...
Guilt prevents us from doing things
And makes us do things we wouldn't usually do
Guilt and Conscience
How would you feel if someone was talking to you out of guilt? Guilty as well, like you were the bad guy. But if there was no guilt would you still talk to me. Or would you just ignore me like you didn't care... At all...
I Pleaded Guilty, Judge Ruled Innocent Y
the story ends like this;
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