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# Signs or Just My Imagination-
Today went our with Bena's family
Went to the bird park then vivo
Bird Park actually quite boring
Went because there was some penguin thing
And i guess Bena wanted to go
Later went Vivo
Come only first shop we enter is
Candy Empire
Then I bought FLAKE!
But that is expensive lor
2 bucks
After lunch
Went to Daiso
I bought some Aquarius thing
A photoframe
And so heart thingy that I've stayed up till 4:40 to try to do
F.Y.I I still haven't managed to put it together
Stupid Jap instructions
And now I'm still blogging
Today also found out Bena's names for her friends
Esther is fish
Samantha is plankton I think
Shrimp is also one of her friends
Then she is prawn
Also found out that even Vanessa is called by a sea creatures name
Later in the post then you all see lah
On sat I had a weird conversation with my sis, mom and godmother
After dinner my sis suddenly ask what if I dated a emo girl
But I think my mom and godmother think of emo as gothic
So blah blah blah
Then later in the conversation
My mom was saying what pretty girl at Bena's Bdae party
Saying the one in the yellow top
Then I blur
Cause I don't usually take note if what people wear
Then I ask
The tall one ah?
The one that didn't stay behind
Somehow came to the conclusion it was probably Vanessa
So I showed them a pic lor
Then confirmed it was Vanessa
Showed them the pic with 5 people
The last one in the post below
Sunday when I was out with my family at taka
Getting a gift for my godfather
As I walked toward some store to buy something to eat
Someone tapped me
I turn around to see Vanessa and Jas there
I talked to them for less than a minute
But I still managed to make myself look like
A total retard
So after I turned around they said hi
I reply with a hi
Step out of the huge crowd trying to push their way to the other stalls
And AGAIN I say hi
Smart Kevin
Damn Smart
Unfortunately that is the one thing I remember the the clearest
After the second hi
They look at me weird and say hi again
Well not like there is really anything else they could say
After that my mind went TOTALLY BLANK
Well after they said hi my mind went totally blank
I had absolutely no idea what to say
So I stone there
After that all I managed to get out was a
I'm here with my family
Then I think they said something about Bena being there earlier
All I managed to get out after that was bye
I don't even know what I was doing
Only when I walked away could I think clearly
And actually think what I could have said
When they were "talking" to me
I had my earplugs in my ear
With music playing
I forgot about the earplugs
And the music seemed to have had disappeared
It was as if I couldn't hear anything else anymore
Anyway back to today
Actually yesterday
When we were at Daiso
The first thing I saw was some star sign things
I had bought things like that before further back inside the shop
So I went further in to see if they still had some there
As I walked past the place with all the keychains
Or whatever they are
What I noticed was
One Cancer keychain
Cancer sign of the crab
There are also letter keychains
I saw two letters formed SMS language word
G and F
I only noticed Cancer and The Letters G and F next to each other
I'm the kind of person who jumps to conclusions
Thinking life is full of signs of the future
Dreams reflect reality and all that rubbish
I seriously need to get a life
So first thing I thought after seeing the keychains
My future GF is gonna get Cancer?
Reasoned with myself that can't be lah
Cause Cancer in the Star Signs is Crab
Or maybe my future GF is gonna be a cancerian?
Later remembered what bena calls Vanessa
CRAB!!!
Let you all figure out any other conclusions on your own
So I was laughing in my head
Cause it seems so impossible for that to happen
After walking around for a while
Pondering on those keychains
We arrived at some fridge magnet corner
There was one magnet with a basket with a crab and beer glass
So Benita picked it and was saying that she liked or loved it
Can't remember
Then Bena was laughing and saying
You Love Crab
And I was standing like right next to her
Can't really remember why that is relevent anymore
We all face the same reality
Thee same harsh one
Some of us face it with no hope
Just following through the day
Surviving it and doing the same the next day
Some face it full of hope
Thinking that have all they need
Doing what they want
Getting through the day with ease
There are those that face it with hopes from fantasy
Dreams or whatever else you want to think is fantasy
Hoping they reflect reality
At some point of time
And There are those that look for hope for reality
From reality
Looking for signs in everyday life
Hoping to find some comfort
Or just fulfilling their desire for something
By hoping for it
Wishing it would come true
Influencing their thought and actions......
It Always Belonged To You Y
the story ends like this;
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