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(Tuesday, June 19, 2007-)
+1:46 AM]*

# Still Out Of The Loop?-

Today

When I went on MSN

The First person to greet me was

Brian

First thing he said was

Who's that directed to? Val?

Nice way to start a convo eh

If you don't have me as a contact

You would definitely not know why he said that

If you have me as a contact

And you still don't know

Then you just haven't noticed my pm

(pm: personal message)

For the past

Ummm......

3 week my pm has been

Wish I Were There... With You... Instead Of Here... Alone...

The reason for Brian sudden questioning

Anyway here is how it went

Since I closed the window so I can't cut and paste

I'll type it out

For you guys

Reading this blog

I just came back from holiday, what'd I miss?:

Who's that directed to? Val?

Kevin:

I just came back from holiday, what'd I miss?:

liar

I just came back from holiday, what'd I miss?:

i can read your mind

Kevin:

seriously

Kevin:

I just came back from holiday, what'd I miss?:

Which brings us to the other possibility

I just came back from holiday, what'd I miss?:

You've found a new love in your life

After this there's one part which is quite irrelevent

He asked about some lit hw

And asked about the two statements above

The one's before all this non caonvo like stuff

I can't find the actual but it's teal

But I dunno what the font is

Kevin:

no lah

I just came back from holiday, what'd I miss?:

Strange dp then

Okay...

I just noticed he said dp and not pm

(dp: display picture)

Anyway here is my dp for you all to see

So now dunno which he's talking about anymore

Still have alot of hw to do

This fri also have to go back to school

Reading all this stuff on poetry now

I don't have the depth of intelligence and intellect to be good at this

I got some chain message yesterday

Really hate those chain messages

But I still send them

Cause I'm afraid

So here's how it goes

What colour are you???

Orange - Taken and happy.

Blue - Taken and dedicated.

Green - Taken and breaking up

Red - Single and like someone(s)

Purple - Heartbroken.

Black - Taken and cheating on someone.

White - Single and not loving it, and not hating it.

Yellow - Single and loving it.

Pink - Single and hating it.

Tan - I rape people!

Baby Blue - Single, okay with it, and confused about someone.

Teal - I am a ninja.

Left the threat out

Someone forwarded it back

Leonard

He's Teal

For me I put Baby Blue

Later after I read it again

I thought to myself

"Darn, should have put white."

Well

Too late now anyway

So...

What colour are you...?

Love

It adds complications to our life

Adds grief

Adds pain

Adds heartbreak

But without it...

Would our life really have any meaning...

Our Fates Were Always Entwined, But Never Together Y

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(Monday, June 18, 2007-)
+3:26 AM]*

# 1 Week To The End-

Sunday
PFG came over
Didn't do much
Watch movie
Go to playground
Eat
I was like too engrossed in my new game
NOT GOOD
I still have tons of homework

So earlier that day
When I was playing my game
While the PFG were around
Ian ,Keefe's younger brother
Came into the room
Wanting to watch me play the game
And Keefe has seriously messed him up
Anyway back to what happened
As he was watching
He was like
Trying to find a place to support his arm or hand
So he was putting his arm on my thigh
Uncomfortable for me
So I moved it
And he put it on my thigh again
In the end I let him rest his hand on my leg
A short while later
Ian started moving his hand
To the nook behind my knee
And He like started rubbing me there
But I still continued playing my game
Kinda freaked out but still calm
I turned off my game which kinda got him away

Keefe and the rest of the PFG have seriously messed him up...

Note: This post was made on Sunday night
Just that I fell asleep and didn't finish it this morning

It Always Belonged To YouY

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(Saturday, June 16, 2007-)
+12:52 AM]*

# http://valle-stretta.blogspot.com//kev-kevin.blogspot.com-

Val got a new blogskin today
I think...
I went, I saw
Wanted to go to my own blog
Through the link there
Click
It's not there
Take a closer look
My blog URL had become
http://valle-stretta.blogspot.com//kev-kevin.blogspot.com
Val's blog then my blog
And I have no idea how this would happen
I moved my crusor over all the other links
My link is the only one with this prob
I think
If it happened to someone else i guess Val fixed it already
But I'm not angry or anything
I'm more toward wanting to laugh
I'm like grinning from ear to ear
On the verge of bursting out with laughter
Oh well...
I'll see if she notices
I pretty sure she won't
So I'll probably tell her in like...
3 days from now?
We'll see...

http://valle-stretta.blogspot.com//kev-kevin.blogspot.com
HaHa
What if I took out the http:
//valle-stretta.blogspot.com//kev-kevin.blogspot.com
Took out the first two slashes
valle-stretta.blogspot.com//kev-kevin.blogspot.com
Then crossed out everything behind the -s in the URLs
valle//kev
Valle & Kev
HaHa
Okay
Lame
Dunno why I did that

What would be at http://valle-stretta.blogspot.com//kev-kevin.blogspot.com Anyway
A combined blog between mine and Val's
Anyway I'll ask her how Val got this...
Odd URL another day
Valle & Kev HAHA

It Always Belonged To You Y

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(Friday, June 15, 2007-)
+2:36 AM]*

# It Works!!! It Works!!!-

YES!!!!
IT WORKS!!!

In case you don't see
Cause I posted like 3 times in the past hour
THANK YOU VAL!!!

Last time we went out with Bena
I got a song which she says is emo
But I don't really think so
But I really like the song now
The song is...
Boston by Augustana
I think the part of the song I like the most is probably
You don't know me
You don't even care
ooo yea
You said you don't know me
You don't wear my chains
ooo yea

Why do we like songs
We seek comfort in songs
In the lyrics
In the music
We listen to it when we're happy
We're sad
When we're bored
Sometimes we use it
Hoping it'll cure a broken heart
Filling the hole left by the one you loved
Filling the void
The emptiness

Uhhhh
I posted what I wanted to already so
The stuff in between is something
I put there to make the post longer
My sis is sleeping in my room
Dunno why
But both my parents are out of Singapore
I guess this is gonna happen alot more in the future
Gotta get used to it
Which I think....
I already am...
So is that a good thing...
Or a bad thing...

It Always Belonged To You Y

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+2:29 AM]*

# Somethings Wrong With My New Blogskin-

Darn!
Now I think there's domething wrong
I've tried editing the codes
And hopefully it'll work now
Just now I couldn't see the new post
We'll see how it works now
I'm still gonna try to work out the kinks
Please Please Let It Work

It Always Belonged To You Y

the story ends like this;
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(Thursday, June 14, 2007-)
+10:25 PM]*

# New Blogskin-

WooHoo!!!
I changed blogskins
The navigator for this is cool lah
Seems very Unique
Guess that's what I like about it
At first I wanted to get my friends opinion
In the end she said my previous blogskin
And the one I'm using now
Equally nice
In the end I lazy to change back
So here my new blogskin is now
Either way
THANKS VAL!!!

Got distracted
And started doing this
I more or less just took parts of a blogskin
And put it on another
Hoping it'll work
And it did!!!
So good lor

I have outlasted my sister
She is more vulgar than me
13 years and going strong
That's kinda random

Today my friend Leonard
Started talking to me on MSN at 1219AM
First thing he said was
lol
Kevin you lovesick lah you
Great way to start a convo ain't it
So I talk to him lor
What better things do I have to do so late at night
Later in the convo
He said
Vanessa looks a BIT like my cousin
And later
Her lah, confirm lor
And I'm going huh?
You know lah
We both know
And then he dropped it
He kept thinking that he has seen Vanessa before
Just couldn't remember where
Kept saying Vanessa's face looks familiar
I the end he couldn't remember
So he'll tell me if he suddenly remembers

I guess Leonard's hinting that he thinks I like
Vanessa
But that's what he thinks
So I'll let him think what he wants...
He draw his conclusions from my posts
So the question is this
Are my posts really sincere...?

It Always Belonged To You Y

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(Wednesday, June 13, 2007-)
+2:03 AM]*

# Distracted-

I'm too easily distracted
I was supposed to be doing my hw
Which I haven't touched throughout the hols
AND I HAVE TONS OF
Ended up working with codes
On the com next to me
But the blogskin quite cool lah
If I change you all will be able to see

Today
I dunno what the name of the song in my head was
It goes like...
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive
And I keep thinking it sounds like I'm Still Here from Treasure Planet
After typing it out
I think I just figured out what song it is
Iris by Goo Goo Dolls
Anyway I don't know why songs sudddenly pop into my head
And stay there
Wonder if it means anything...

It Always Belonged To You Y

the story ends like this;
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(Tuesday, June 12, 2007-)
+6:02 PM]*

# Continuation of prev post-

I just remembered
Yesterday
While we were in Candy Empire
A song from Hercules the move was in my head
I can't remember the name of the song anymore
It should be I Won't Say(I'm in Love)
Yeah that's it
The song just popped into my head
Dunno why
Then couldn't get the song out of my head...

It Always Belonged To You Y

the story ends like this;
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(Sunday, June 10, 2007-)
+9:50 PM]*

# Signs or Just My Imagination-

Today went our with Bena's family
Went to the bird park then vivo
Bird Park actually quite boring
Went because there was some penguin thing
And i guess Bena wanted to go

Later went Vivo
Come only first shop we enter is
Candy Empire
Then I bought FLAKE!
But that is expensive lor
2 bucks

After lunch
Went to Daiso
I bought some Aquarius thing
A photoframe
And so heart thingy that I've stayed up till 4:40 to try to do
F.Y.I I still haven't managed to put it together
Stupid Jap instructions
And now I'm still blogging

Today also found out Bena's names for her friends
Esther is fish
Samantha is plankton I think
Shrimp is also one of her friends
Then she is prawn
Also found out that even Vanessa is called by a sea creatures name
Later in the post then you all see lah

On sat I had a weird conversation with my sis, mom and godmother
After dinner my sis suddenly ask what if I dated a emo girl
But I think my mom and godmother think of emo as gothic
So blah blah blah
Then later in the conversation
My mom was saying what pretty girl at Bena's Bdae party
Saying the one in the yellow top
Then I blur
Cause I don't usually take note if what people wear
Then I ask
The tall one ah?
The one that didn't stay behind
Somehow came to the conclusion it was probably Vanessa
So I showed them a pic lor
Then confirmed it was Vanessa
Showed them the pic with 5 people
The last one in the post below

Sunday when I was out with my family at taka
Getting a gift for my godfather
As I walked toward some store to buy something to eat
Someone tapped me
I turn around to see Vanessa and Jas there
I talked to them for less than a minute
But I still managed to make myself look like
A total retard
So after I turned around they said hi
I reply with a hi
Step out of the huge crowd trying to push their way to the other stalls
And AGAIN I say hi
Smart Kevin
Damn Smart
Unfortunately that is the one thing I remember the the clearest
After the second hi
They look at me weird and say hi again
Well not like there is really anything else they could say
After that my mind went TOTALLY BLANK
Well after they said hi my mind went totally blank
I had absolutely no idea what to say
So I stone there
After that all I managed to get out was a
I'm here with my family
Then I think they said something about Bena being there earlier
All I managed to get out after that was bye
I don't even know what I was doing
Only when I walked away could I think clearly
And actually think what I could have said
When they were "talking" to me
I had my earplugs in my ear
With music playing
I forgot about the earplugs
And the music seemed to have had disappeared
It was as if I couldn't hear anything else anymore

Anyway back to today
Actually yesterday
When we were at Daiso
The first thing I saw was some star sign things
I had bought things like that before further back inside the shop
So I went further in to see if they still had some there
As I walked past the place with all the keychains
Or whatever they are
What I noticed was
One Cancer keychain
Cancer sign of the crab
There are also letter keychains
I saw two letters formed SMS language word
G and F
I only noticed Cancer and The Letters G and F next to each other
I'm the kind of person who jumps to conclusions
Thinking life is full of signs of the future
Dreams reflect reality and all that rubbish
I seriously need to get a life
So first thing I thought after seeing the keychains
My future GF is gonna get Cancer?
Reasoned with myself that can't be lah
Cause Cancer in the Star Signs is Crab
Or maybe my future GF is gonna be a cancerian?
Later remembered what bena calls Vanessa
CRAB!!!
Let you all figure out any other conclusions on your own
So I was laughing in my head
Cause it seems so impossible for that to happen

After walking around for a while
Pondering on those keychains
We arrived at some fridge magnet corner
There was one magnet with a basket with a crab and beer glass
So Benita picked it and was saying that she liked or loved it
Can't remember
Then Bena was laughing and saying
You Love Crab
And I was standing like right next to her
Can't really remember why that is relevent anymore

We all face the same reality
Thee same harsh one
Some of us face it with no hope
Just following through the day
Surviving it and doing the same the next day
Some face it full of hope
Thinking that have all they need
Doing what they want
Getting through the day with ease
There are those that face it with hopes from fantasy
Dreams or whatever else you want to think is fantasy
Hoping they reflect reality
At some point of time
And There are those that look for hope for reality
From reality
Looking for signs in everyday life
Hoping to find some comfort
Or just fulfilling their desire for something
By hoping for it
Wishing it would come true
Influencing their thought and actions......

It Always Belonged To You Y

the story ends like this;
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(Friday, June 08, 2007-)
+11:19 PM]*

# Bena's Bdae Pics-

So here the pics of my cousins bdae

Left to Right:
Joan, Bena(My Cousin/Bdae Girl), Samantha, Esther, Benita(My Cousin), Vanessa, Jas

Left to Right:
Bena, Samantha, Esther, Vanessa

Left to Right:
Vanessa, Samantha, Esther, Bena, Jas

Esther and Bena Trying to Jump, Bena too late

Both of them actually jumping now

My cousin stoneing

Everyone smiling now

Taken from below

All of them doing some 1 2 3 4 5 thing

It Always Belonged To You Y

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+3:22 PM]*

# SJAB Camp-

Yesterday just came back from SJAB Camp
3rd day was FUN
Recre Day
We had Amazing Race
We were travaling around the city
Going to stations
Fufilling tasks
If not...
Doing embarassing Forfiets
But at one point
During one of the tasks
This guy walked up to my friend Moses
Then went
Hi my name is Ryan(or something like that)
What's yours?
Then me and my friend like...
Stone there look at him
In the end he got chased away
But was Very Tiring lah
So tiring that when I came back yesterday
I slept at llike 5+
Woke up in the middle of the night
Went back to sleep and got up in the morn
During the camp there was talent time
My bunk was doing SJAB Superstar
So we had some gay guy
And a guy who was damn blur
Anyway
Don't want to blog so long so
I'll end off here

It Always Belonged To You Y

the story ends like this;
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(Saturday, June 02, 2007-)
+1:50 AM]*

# Trying too hard-

I try too hard
To understand how people think
Even though I never succeded
I don't have that depth

Today
Because I was trying to get songs from Val
I apologized dunno how many times
Maybe it's a habit
I may ask again tomorrow
Hope I don't annoy her till she blocks me
I don't want to annoy her at all
Maybe I should leave her alone today
Start talking to her again tomorrow....

I have problems
I have to overcome
On my own...

It Always Belonged To You Y

the story ends like this;
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(Friday, June 01, 2007-)
+2:06 AM]*

# Bad day-

Don't want to blog too much today
Today sucked
Met the PFG
Growing apart from them
Dunno why
Was quiet
Didn't feel like talking to them
Just wasn't in the mood

Amazing how someone can cheer you up
Just like that
Without even knowing it...

It Always Belonged To You Y

the story ends like this;
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