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(Sunday, May 27, 2007-)
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# PFG-
WooHoo!!!
PillowFight Gang came over today
Usual things
Watched 50 First Dates
Had Pillow Fight
Spammed blogs
Talked crap
Played on the swing
then got chased away by this lady living close by
Usually with the PillowFight Gang we're quite open lah
But all of us will keep each other's secrets
The gang is pretty small
Being made up of only 5 members
But 3 of the group members
my sister, Sarah and Keefe
Keep associating Stephanie and me together
Just because we're the two taller members of the gang
And we're closer in height
Kinda like when I first uhhhhh...
Met Val few years ago
I was getting out of a room at one of my friend's birthday party
Cause they were going to watch Resident Evil
And I'm very uncomfortable with horror movies
As I was going out Val was coming in
Can't remember how but we ended up standing next to each other
But we were about the same height
So my friends started humming the tune to the
Wedding song thing
I got fed up and stormed out
Not soon after returning and pretending to strangle the birthday boy
Didn't reallt hurt him
I wouldn't hurt a fly
I only got to know Val better like...
A year or two later
Now...
I'm afraid to talk to her
Fear of losing her as a friend
I've lost her before
I don't want to again
I seem to have a nat for annoying people
Even now she doesn't reply me after I send her something
When we used to talk more...
I felt she was someone I could trust with anything
No matter how personal
No matter how trivial
No matter what
I could open up
Speak my mind
I felt she was someone I could turn to
But who am I anyway
I'm no one
I'm nobody
What am I to her
A wreck
A disaster
An annoyance
Her friend's friend
Maybe a friend at most
I'm nothing special
Nothing big
Nothing entertaining
I'm Nothing......
She has no reason to talk to me
Now...
All I wish is that I had gotten to know her earlier.........
Then maybe things would be different......
It Always Belonged To You Y
the story ends like this;
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