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(Wednesday, May 30, 2007-)
+10:51 PM]*
# Cake pics-

Here are pics of the cake with the penguin wearing the red bow
More pics to come
It Always Belonged To You Y
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+8:49 PM]*
# Trust-
Trust
Once it is gained
Relationships can grow
Once enough is gained
There are no secrets
Nothing is hidden
Once it is lost
It is hard to regain
Once it is lost
The relationship slowly crumbles
Trust is the key
To everyone's heart
Trust is the key
To friendship and love
Everyone
No matter who
Has someone they trust
Whether man or animal
Stranger or friend
Friend or loved one
Someone they would share anything with
Their sorrows
Their joys
Their loves
Their hates
Their fears
Their jokes
Their secrets
Their feelings
With total confidence
That it is between the two
Trust
Like Love
Is a simple gift
That could change a persons life
Trust in someone
Gains you a friend
The friends you gain
Help you through the toughest times
Could save you from doing something stupid
From destroying yourself
Trusting that person enough to stop what you're doing
And listen
And change
Trusting in them to know what's best
After something goes wrong
You hear them say
"It'll get better"
Even though they don't know it themselves
Even if they know it could get worse
It still makes you feel better
Even if things are getting worse
Trust helps us...
Through love...
Through life...
It Always Belonged To You Y
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# Phrase-
If you had to chose a phrase to describe yourself
What would it be...?
Coming from the Helpless Controlled Lovesick Mess On The Verge of Insanity
Note :
Trying to keep post short
Want to keep the post below near the top
I like it
It Always Belonged to you Y
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(Tuesday, May 29, 2007-)
+11:16 PM]*
# Results-
So here are my results
Chinese sucks
Dunno bout the rest
I'll just put the grade
Eng : B3
Lit : A2
Geog : A1
Hist : A1
Math : A1
Physics : A2
Chinese : C6
MSG : 2.29
L1B5 : 10
Conduct : Excellent
Remarks :
Despite his heavy duty as a class chairman, Kevin has once againled by example in improving his grades from term 1. He is indeed a prime example for all his peers to emulate, someone helpful, responsible and determined.
This remark was like 3 1/4 lines
Everyone else got like what
Less than 2 line
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+12:45 AM]*
# Cousin's Bdae-
Happy Belated Birthday Bena!
Went for my cousin's bdae party
It was FUN
In a disfunctional sort of way
Party was at Down Town East
They had booked a chalet there
But I couldn't stay over
The first part kinda sucked for me
I didn't know many people
My cousin invited people from like...
Totally different groups
So people kinda had problems mixing
And my cousin was going around
Telling people to talk to other people
This worked out
Terribly
Later there was one other sec one who came
Her name is Anna if I'm not wrong
As she was eating
I like sat near her next to my cousin
Toying with her laptop
Trying to get it to work
I saw Anna's handphone and wallet left next to her
Later while I was walking around
I saw Anna's stuff lying on the stone table
Where my cousin and her friends were eating
So I mentioned that the handphone and wallet belonged to Anna
And they started saying things like
"She's a nice girl" "Blah blah blah"
Trying to convince me to hook up with her or something
In the end I just said WTH and walked off
The cake was nice lah
There was a penguin with a big red bow on it
My cousin is kinda obsessed with penguins
Dress code was black and white for goodness sake
So we were cutting around the penguin
It was already a very little bit cut
So it was wounded
But still intact
In the end we managed to save the penguin and put it in the fridge
Till later someone amputated it's leg and ate it
Later it got better lah
The last episode of some chinese show
Some guy just got whacked in the head with a brick
Blah Blah Blah
Then I saw some people going out
So I decided to go out see what was going on
Outside all of them were taking photographs
Ended up becoming their personal photographer
But between watching some chinese show I never watched before
And this
This wins hands down
One of the girls
Esther
Came up with the idea of jumping to take pic
But some of the girls like...
Uhhhhh......
Cannot jump high
So it sometimes they're late so only see
Abit of them
One of them jump
Hair got in her face
Samantha from CHIJ TP
Or they totally stone
My cousin, totally stone first time
All of the 5 girls but 1 tried to do
The one that didn't join in was a girl named Vanessa
She's 17
Shouldn't actualy call them girls
Should be calling them ladies
Not as enthu as the rest I guess
At one point they were doing some
1 2 3 4 5 thing
Later
When Venessa was doing 4
Vanessa squatted down
After trying a pose saying
"Aiyah, Too Cute!"
Probably so cute that it's unbearable for her
In the end she changed her pose and we went on
Vanessa was also the first one to go back home
Among this small group
She had school the next day
Unlike the rest of us
I joined the group in accompanying her to the bus stop
Now I know where it is
On the way they found out how old I was
I anyhow guess how old they are
They were questioning me on the way to the bus stop
At first I thought that they were all from sec school
My cousin is sec 2
Found out their actual ages
Skipped around on the way to the bus stop
Heard Vanessa say she missed her school uniform
Waved goodbye to her like what
5, 6 times?
Watch her go off
On the way back I remember softly humming or singong
Because of you by Ne-Yo
After that we stayed there a while longer
Then one of those light stick thingys leaked onto Samantha's hand
Rushed back
They went to the toilet
I went the arcade to see if it was still open with my cousin
Was open
Went back
Dragged home
Wasn't allowed to stay
All girls and my sis had school the next day
Sad
Oh well
Had fun
Met People
May try to get to know some of them better
We'll see......
I'll try to get the pics up
It Always Belonged To You Y
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(Monday, May 28, 2007-)
+12:26 AM]*
# Dreams-
Dreams
A silent wish
Something we think we truly want
Something our heart thinks we truly want
It brings us joy
Brings us regret
Brings us bliss
Brings us sadness
Brings us lies
And brings us hope
Why do we have dreams...?
So we can partially realize what we think is impossible
So we have hopes for the future
A way of experiencing what is gone forever
A way of silently wishing
A way for the heart to tell us what we think we want
A way of facing reality...
Creating our own imaginary world to escape to
Dreams of love
Dreams of silliness
Dreams of depth
Dreams of revelation
Dreams of lies
Dreams of truth
Dreams of hope
Dreams of a better life
Dreams of someone whom we love
Hope that someday they'll be with you
No matter where they are
No matter the distance
No matter the obstacles standing between them
A wish to being together...
A wish to be loved...
Dreams...
An escape
A wish
Our own little reality...
Where everything is perfect...
And you wish you could stay forever...
Then day breaks...
You are snapped back into reality
All our problems, joys, everything returns
Good or bad
As we go through the day we forget our little reality
Trying to get through the day
Alive
By the end of the day our reality is forgotten
We enter our dreams
Our own reality of hope
Just to repeat the cycle ...
Without even realizing it......
It always belonged to you Y
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(Sunday, May 27, 2007-)
+11:52 PM]*
# Contradiction-
Why did I do that?
Now I have second thoughts about the post below
Part of me wants Val to see it
Part of me wants to delete it now
Save meself some hassle
Even though all of me knows......
She'll never see that post
Or this post for a matter of fact...
Still...
A part of me hopes she would...
I'm totally contradicting myself
I seem to be having mood swings to a certain extent
I could be depressed at one moment
And smile the next
You'd probably be able to see it in my previous post as well
Going from happy
To sounding like some love sick puppy
I post more frequently now
Possibly because I can stay up late
I have more time to think
Alone...
I could lose myself in blogging
Go on and on....
Not like anyone comes here anyway......
It Always Belonged To You Y
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+1:26 AM]*
# PFG-
WooHoo!!!
PillowFight Gang came over today
Usual things
Watched 50 First Dates
Had Pillow Fight
Spammed blogs
Talked crap
Played on the swing
then got chased away by this lady living close by
Usually with the PillowFight Gang we're quite open lah
But all of us will keep each other's secrets
The gang is pretty small
Being made up of only 5 members
But 3 of the group members
my sister, Sarah and Keefe
Keep associating Stephanie and me together
Just because we're the two taller members of the gang
And we're closer in height
Kinda like when I first uhhhhh...
Met Val few years ago
I was getting out of a room at one of my friend's birthday party
Cause they were going to watch Resident Evil
And I'm very uncomfortable with horror movies
As I was going out Val was coming in
Can't remember how but we ended up standing next to each other
But we were about the same height
So my friends started humming the tune to the
Wedding song thing
I got fed up and stormed out
Not soon after returning and pretending to strangle the birthday boy
Didn't reallt hurt him
I wouldn't hurt a fly
I only got to know Val better like...
A year or two later
Now...
I'm afraid to talk to her
Fear of losing her as a friend
I've lost her before
I don't want to again
I seem to have a nat for annoying people
Even now she doesn't reply me after I send her something
When we used to talk more...
I felt she was someone I could trust with anything
No matter how personal
No matter how trivial
No matter what
I could open up
Speak my mind
I felt she was someone I could turn to
But who am I anyway
I'm no one
I'm nobody
What am I to her
A wreck
A disaster
An annoyance
Her friend's friend
Maybe a friend at most
I'm nothing special
Nothing big
Nothing entertaining
I'm Nothing......
She has no reason to talk to me
Now...
All I wish is that I had gotten to know her earlier.........
Then maybe things would be different......
It Always Belonged To You Y
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(Saturday, May 26, 2007-)
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# Pirates Of The Caribbean : At World's End-
Pirates Of The Caribbean : At World's End Rocks!
The movie was really funny, sad, exciting, touching, funny, touching and did I mention funny
I really loved the last bit of the movie
So sweet!
But I can't remember what the Will and Elizabeth said
One funny part that I remember was when during the movie
When the pirate lords got into a disagreement and started fighting and
Elizabeth: This is madness
Jack Sparrow: This is politics
That part is like one of the most memoriable funny parts
I probably spoilt the movie for some of those who haven't watched
So those who haven't watched and plan to watch stop reading now
Will and Elizabeth were in the middle of fighting and got married
That was ROMANTIC
They were being married by Captain Barbossa
Then the two are also captains as well
Will was adressed as Captain Turner earlier in the movie
And Elizabeth was voted Pirate King
So they were all saying parts of the oath And finally Captain Barbossa was saying
Captain Barbossa: You may now kiss the....
(something comes out and attacks him, he fends it off)
Captain Barbossa: You may now kiss the....
(same thing happens)
Captain Barbossa: Ahhhh, Just Kiss Already!
Then the two kiss in the middle of the deck
With everyone fighting around them
Isn't it just romantic
I WANT TO WATCH IT AGAIN!
During the movie I nearly lost my handphone
Had it not been for someone I probably would have left it in the cinema
Lucky ah
At the start of the movie I was like talking to some my friends
Then just before they dimmed the lights
I thought I saw one of my friend's friends
So I thought that maybe my friend was there as well
Decided to sms later see if she really was there
Was lazy to sms then and there cause I already turned off my handphone
So as the movie continued
There was a comedic part where everyone was laughing
As a roar of laughter exploded from everyone
I thought I heard my friend's laughter
So after the movie finished
I was looking to see if my friend was where I thought I spotted her friend
After we had just left the theater room I searched my pockets for my hp
To find out it had fallen out of my pocket
So I pushed past people to get back in
Lucky my hp had just fallen out of my pocket and was lying on the seat
Later found out my friend had gone for the 1:30pm show
And I had gone for the 3:25pm show
There's probably something wrong with me
I seem to be starting to hallucinate
Haring things that aren't there
What's wrong with me.........?
It Always Belonged To You Y
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(Tuesday, May 22, 2007-)
+10:40 PM]*
# Love and Fear-
Love
What everyone wants
What everyone lives for
What we all see on the big screen
What we hear about from others
What we read about in fairytales
What people are willing to die for
Those who have it experience pure bliss
Those who don't long for it
Those who lose it feel like dying
Those who never experienced it wonder what it's like
Love pushes people past their limits
Helps them overcome fear
Makes them do things they would have never done before
Makes them all poets
Makes them have something more to live for
Love of friends
Love of family
Love of lovers
Love of classmates
Love of spouse
Love can be found everywhere you look
You just need to look hard enough
Love
Easily destroyed
Never really destroyed
A blessing and a curse
Fear
Fear for life
Fear of rejection
Fear of pain
Fear
The only time we don't have fear
Is when we were young and didn't know better
Ignorance is bliss
Sometimes I wish I thought like a child
No fear, no sense of shame
Just being me
When we are young we don't know fear
As time goes by we learn fear
And it starts to control our actions
Love and Fear Y
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(Friday, May 04, 2007-)
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# -
Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ENFP) |
 Your personality type is enthusiastic, giving, cautious, and loyal.
Only about 8% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 6% of all men You are Extroverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving. |
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